A Little Too Personal?
Well Hello There Friend,
The purpose of this blog is mainly so I don’t have to look at the picture of those people making out anymore. Life has been Bizzy Bizzy Bizzy! I’m pretty sure the last time we talked was forever ago so I will catch u up with what’s been goin’ on. (I’m sure you’ve been sitting up at night wondering about me as I have with you haha)
Well, Tuesday was the double-death-day of exams. On the one hand, they didn’t go great. On the other hand, they didn’t go good either haha. So I guess they went exactly the way I deserved them to go. But they are behind me finally and I can focus on writing cool stuff. I am still apprehensively thinking about writing about house music for my music final but I am kind of intimidated by it and not sure if my prof will reward me for taking the risk. I think I should just admit to myself that I’m gonna get raped on it by all the music buffs and artists in my class that actually know what they’re talking about. Speaking of music prof, Drama! Drama! He played a 2live crew song in class that this girl freaked out over due to sexist content and walked out of class. It was called “Put her In the Buck” which apparently is some sort of masochistic sex position. After she walked out he said something along the lines of “Geez, I didn’t put her in the Buck!” It was really, really funny but also very uncalled for. It figures I’m always attracted to the asshole haha. It reminds me of Stupac’s “sperm dumpster” comment which would have been ridiculously comedic if only directed towards a different target..like me. Haha.
Anywhoo..that was Tuesday, on to Waynesday. I had my first filthy mcnasty experience. It was also the first time I exposed Myke to my friends. I decided to do it like a band-aid hard and fast and just went straight for Megs and Katherine. It went surprisingly well; he ended up ditching his friends to go to the Attic with us. There was the typical “friend” drama to a degree when Megs dumped part of a drink on Moustafa for being a jerk-face but M handle handled it well and won over the girls and my guy friends pretty easily. He’s such a charmer... like a snake charmer. The next day he proceeded to tell me he’s maybe moving to Ft. Mac next semester...oh the games they play.
Thursday was Jodie’s birthday and the girls finally manned up and got together to do dinner and drinks at moxies. It was the first time all 7 of us hung out in a long time. The night actually was totally refreshing and healed my heart a bit. Which is so lame to say but I don’t know how else to say it. Other Jenny, Jodie, Clare, and I ended up going back to Clare’s to hang out and watch our old Grad Video that Clare made for us when we were 17-18. I knew I had changed quite a bit but I had no idea to what degree until I saw that shy (skinny) little girl blushing on camera like a big dork-face. Seeing videos of me with Matt made me admit to myself how much I freakin’ loved that guy as much as I try to deny it now. Also, watching the video’s of us partying and talking about sex made me realize we were far too young to be partying and talking about sex. HaHa. We were such little posers. But in the end, the four of us ended up laughing until we cried and I got a reminder of why I used to love those girls so much…and still do. They kind of ‘cornered me’ about my secret-life tendencies and were like, “dont hide your goofy side anymore”…it was quite touching. We had a really good talk about the people we were all individually becoming and how we were limiting ourselves sometimes when we get stuck in old “high school” ways of thinking. It's amazing how girls seem to have this instinct to keep each other in line...it's like we police eachother through fear of judgement or abandonment. It's why i like being friends with guys.
Last Night, I was wooed. It was my date with Andrew. The whole situation confuses me because when it comes to dating, whenever I encounter any form of competition I usually just get mad and fuck off. But he seriously stepped up and put so much thought into our night. He picked me up and took me to this teeny little Chilean restaurant where we had empanada’s and bbq chicken. The food was good, the conversation was better. :) So when dinner was done I started thanking him for the night sort of deal and he was like, “oh we’re not done.” And he took me to live-improv at Varscona theatre which was one of the funniest things I have ever seen. I once again laughed till I cried (two nights running.) Then he took me to Blues on Whyte to dance to Jazz music. The whole night was funny, and interesting, and I had no idea what to expect. I did feel a little bit tired at the end though, maybe because of 3 consecutive late nights but also I think the banter. He keeps me on my toes. Which I SHOULD like, but I also find it kind of uncomfortable to be with someone who challenges me so much…he takes me out of my comfort zone. It’s easier when you’re the smart one haha.
But overall the night was really cool, even though I denied him a kiss at the end of the night. Why, you might ask? Well, maybe because I’m a lady. Haha, ok seriously though, I don’t know why…. ‘cause I’m a stupid idiot that never goes for the nice guy. Haha. Ok, that’s the end of this very personal blog. I don’t even know if I will even post it in retrospect. I am going to study for the rest of the day and wait for your LATE boyfriend to get into town.
Miss You and See You Soon!
–Love Linny-
The purpose of this blog is mainly so I don’t have to look at the picture of those people making out anymore. Life has been Bizzy Bizzy Bizzy! I’m pretty sure the last time we talked was forever ago so I will catch u up with what’s been goin’ on. (I’m sure you’ve been sitting up at night wondering about me as I have with you haha)
Well, Tuesday was the double-death-day of exams. On the one hand, they didn’t go great. On the other hand, they didn’t go good either haha. So I guess they went exactly the way I deserved them to go. But they are behind me finally and I can focus on writing cool stuff. I am still apprehensively thinking about writing about house music for my music final but I am kind of intimidated by it and not sure if my prof will reward me for taking the risk. I think I should just admit to myself that I’m gonna get raped on it by all the music buffs and artists in my class that actually know what they’re talking about. Speaking of music prof, Drama! Drama! He played a 2live crew song in class that this girl freaked out over due to sexist content and walked out of class. It was called “Put her In the Buck” which apparently is some sort of masochistic sex position. After she walked out he said something along the lines of “Geez, I didn’t put her in the Buck!” It was really, really funny but also very uncalled for. It figures I’m always attracted to the asshole haha. It reminds me of Stupac’s “sperm dumpster” comment which would have been ridiculously comedic if only directed towards a different target..like me. Haha.
Anywhoo..that was Tuesday, on to Waynesday. I had my first filthy mcnasty experience. It was also the first time I exposed Myke to my friends. I decided to do it like a band-aid hard and fast and just went straight for Megs and Katherine. It went surprisingly well; he ended up ditching his friends to go to the Attic with us. There was the typical “friend” drama to a degree when Megs dumped part of a drink on Moustafa for being a jerk-face but M handle handled it well and won over the girls and my guy friends pretty easily. He’s such a charmer... like a snake charmer. The next day he proceeded to tell me he’s maybe moving to Ft. Mac next semester...oh the games they play.
Thursday was Jodie’s birthday and the girls finally manned up and got together to do dinner and drinks at moxies. It was the first time all 7 of us hung out in a long time. The night actually was totally refreshing and healed my heart a bit. Which is so lame to say but I don’t know how else to say it. Other Jenny, Jodie, Clare, and I ended up going back to Clare’s to hang out and watch our old Grad Video that Clare made for us when we were 17-18. I knew I had changed quite a bit but I had no idea to what degree until I saw that shy (skinny) little girl blushing on camera like a big dork-face. Seeing videos of me with Matt made me admit to myself how much I freakin’ loved that guy as much as I try to deny it now. Also, watching the video’s of us partying and talking about sex made me realize we were far too young to be partying and talking about sex. HaHa. We were such little posers. But in the end, the four of us ended up laughing until we cried and I got a reminder of why I used to love those girls so much…and still do. They kind of ‘cornered me’ about my secret-life tendencies and were like, “dont hide your goofy side anymore”…it was quite touching. We had a really good talk about the people we were all individually becoming and how we were limiting ourselves sometimes when we get stuck in old “high school” ways of thinking. It's amazing how girls seem to have this instinct to keep each other in line...it's like we police eachother through fear of judgement or abandonment. It's why i like being friends with guys.
Last Night, I was wooed. It was my date with Andrew. The whole situation confuses me because when it comes to dating, whenever I encounter any form of competition I usually just get mad and fuck off. But he seriously stepped up and put so much thought into our night. He picked me up and took me to this teeny little Chilean restaurant where we had empanada’s and bbq chicken. The food was good, the conversation was better. :) So when dinner was done I started thanking him for the night sort of deal and he was like, “oh we’re not done.” And he took me to live-improv at Varscona theatre which was one of the funniest things I have ever seen. I once again laughed till I cried (two nights running.) Then he took me to Blues on Whyte to dance to Jazz music. The whole night was funny, and interesting, and I had no idea what to expect. I did feel a little bit tired at the end though, maybe because of 3 consecutive late nights but also I think the banter. He keeps me on my toes. Which I SHOULD like, but I also find it kind of uncomfortable to be with someone who challenges me so much…he takes me out of my comfort zone. It’s easier when you’re the smart one haha.
But overall the night was really cool, even though I denied him a kiss at the end of the night. Why, you might ask? Well, maybe because I’m a lady. Haha, ok seriously though, I don’t know why…. ‘cause I’m a stupid idiot that never goes for the nice guy. Haha. Ok, that’s the end of this very personal blog. I don’t even know if I will even post it in retrospect. I am going to study for the rest of the day and wait for your LATE boyfriend to get into town.
Miss You and See You Soon!
–Love Linny-
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