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Ms. Jenny "Jet-Setter" Siddle,
i am chillin in the boudoir. i have realized lately i have been spending my downtime in the most unproductive ways possible. like, now when i waste time on the internet it is watching random videos on Utube or ebaums world and playing endless games of tetris. At least with Blogging i am partaking in some introspection that is hopefully at least a little bit theurapeutic. *side note* if u search 'coors light party nose dive' on ebaums i am featured in a video [i knew my 15 minutes of fame would come eventually, i just didnt know it would take a french maids costume to get it done] anyways, here goes the blog
i shared a lovely conversation with newman tonight over nachos and drinks at RATT. Newman relived old memories while i did my best not to make eye contact with anyone so i wouldnt run the risk of seeing anyone who i may, or may not have, made out with. haha. we talked about our blogs [of course] haha and about how a blog is different than a journal since you are writing to someone rather than writing to yourself. it got me thinking about a conversation i had last night with someone about "audiences." I have always liked to seperate my life into little sections, and i find myself being a different person for the different ppl in my life. It's freeing to explore different aspects of my personality since I'm not bound by the restrictions of the old ones. I like playing to my audiences, almost as much as i like playing dress up hehe, but i think as i get older and wiser (i am 22 you know!) i am figuring out the ppl in your life that you forget to pretend around anymore are your for-cereal friends. the ppl that you can rock out with, or talk about nothing with, or freely share your immoral thoughts and intentions to are the wicked friends. what pumps me up even more about this is i continue to meet more of these ppl as i get older. You are pretty much the first person i accomplished this with. which is weird since it was quite accidental. when we first started hanging out i fully planned on being quite fake hahah. i think in the last year i have been a lot more "linny" and a lot less....st.albert? for lack of a better word. its been a lot of fun. but anyways, i think i there are some things that will always stay in my journal and off our blog. but i like that if i ever feel like it u are there to offer your perspectives and/or hilarious insights.
In other news: GRAAAVVVVVEEDIGGGGERRRRRR! I had my second annual monster jam experience. i will post a couple pics and let the costumes speak for themselves. our goal this year was to slightly blend in. we wanted ppl to have to question whether we were mocking the whole experience or perhaps we were just from Beaverlodge Alberta and actually dressed like that. i like to think we accomplished that goal. especially since i saw a girl there wearing my earrings.
In other, other, news I am working at the bar formerly known as scholars now. I am actually really excited to be back in the service industry. Let the inapropriate sexual harassment in the workplace begin haha. Hopefully the money wont be bad either. momma needs a new pair of jeans. haha. it has gotten to the point where every pair i own but one has some sort of rip in the ass/crotch area. it looks hot 'n all but it makes for a drafty walk to school!
And lastly, i cant remember when the last time we talked was, but i went to the dentist and ran in Matt's mom. Last i heard he had moved in with some girl i graduated with who was going around talking trash about me and the shit i used to pull in highschool. which is a little ristickulous when u consider most of it was with her bf. but thats beside the point, it turns out she and Matt called it quits. so i shouldnt have been surprised when an email poppped up in my inbox from him talking about how his "nutbag" ex had been keeping us apart and he would love to see me. Dont Worry, i didnt even think about it for a second. after i was finished throwing up in my mouth i was able to laugh and thank god i had grown so much since the days of him. him cheating on me was pretty much the best thing that had ever happened to me when i look back on the 3 yrs i have had vs. the potential life i could have been sharing with him :)
Anyways, i dont think at any point in this rambling, incoherent blog was I even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. everyone is now dumber for having read it. i award myself no points and may god have mercy on my soul. haha.
its bedtime for this gurl. i cant wait to rip it up with you over reading week. im bringing down a bit of an entourage. u can meet puppy in person. haha. Miss Ya Dawg.
-Ms. Linny "Luv-Scribbles" Smithson
i am chillin in the boudoir. i have realized lately i have been spending my downtime in the most unproductive ways possible. like, now when i waste time on the internet it is watching random videos on Utube or ebaums world and playing endless games of tetris. At least with Blogging i am partaking in some introspection that is hopefully at least a little bit theurapeutic. *side note* if u search 'coors light party nose dive' on ebaums i am featured in a video [i knew my 15 minutes of fame would come eventually, i just didnt know it would take a french maids costume to get it done] anyways, here goes the blog
i shared a lovely conversation with newman tonight over nachos and drinks at RATT. Newman relived old memories while i did my best not to make eye contact with anyone so i wouldnt run the risk of seeing anyone who i may, or may not have, made out with. haha. we talked about our blogs [of course] haha and about how a blog is different than a journal since you are writing to someone rather than writing to yourself. it got me thinking about a conversation i had last night with someone about "audiences." I have always liked to seperate my life into little sections, and i find myself being a different person for the different ppl in my life. It's freeing to explore different aspects of my personality since I'm not bound by the restrictions of the old ones. I like playing to my audiences, almost as much as i like playing dress up hehe, but i think as i get older and wiser (i am 22 you know!) i am figuring out the ppl in your life that you forget to pretend around anymore are your for-cereal friends. the ppl that you can rock out with, or talk about nothing with, or freely share your immoral thoughts and intentions to are the wicked friends. what pumps me up even more about this is i continue to meet more of these ppl as i get older. You are pretty much the first person i accomplished this with. which is weird since it was quite accidental. when we first started hanging out i fully planned on being quite fake hahah. i think in the last year i have been a lot more "linny" and a lot less....st.albert? for lack of a better word. its been a lot of fun. but anyways, i think i there are some things that will always stay in my journal and off our blog. but i like that if i ever feel like it u are there to offer your perspectives and/or hilarious insights.
In other news: GRAAAVVVVVEEDIGGGGERRRRRR! I had my second annual monster jam experience. i will post a couple pics and let the costumes speak for themselves. our goal this year was to slightly blend in. we wanted ppl to have to question whether we were mocking the whole experience or perhaps we were just from Beaverlodge Alberta and actually dressed like that. i like to think we accomplished that goal. especially since i saw a girl there wearing my earrings.
In other, other, news I am working at the bar formerly known as scholars now. I am actually really excited to be back in the service industry. Let the inapropriate sexual harassment in the workplace begin haha. Hopefully the money wont be bad either. momma needs a new pair of jeans. haha. it has gotten to the point where every pair i own but one has some sort of rip in the ass/crotch area. it looks hot 'n all but it makes for a drafty walk to school!
And lastly, i cant remember when the last time we talked was, but i went to the dentist and ran in Matt's mom. Last i heard he had moved in with some girl i graduated with who was going around talking trash about me and the shit i used to pull in highschool. which is a little ristickulous when u consider most of it was with her bf. but thats beside the point, it turns out she and Matt called it quits. so i shouldnt have been surprised when an email poppped up in my inbox from him talking about how his "nutbag" ex had been keeping us apart and he would love to see me. Dont Worry, i didnt even think about it for a second. after i was finished throwing up in my mouth i was able to laugh and thank god i had grown so much since the days of him. him cheating on me was pretty much the best thing that had ever happened to me when i look back on the 3 yrs i have had vs. the potential life i could have been sharing with him :)
Anyways, i dont think at any point in this rambling, incoherent blog was I even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. everyone is now dumber for having read it. i award myself no points and may god have mercy on my soul. haha.
its bedtime for this gurl. i cant wait to rip it up with you over reading week. im bringing down a bit of an entourage. u can meet puppy in person. haha. Miss Ya Dawg.
-Ms. Linny "Luv-Scribbles" Smithson
posted by The Trailor Park Girlz @ 9:28 PM
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At 12:43 PM,
Anonymous said…
Well written article.
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